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03:50am 11/04/2003
  i shall retire the name of hollywood69 because it is really lame...
and gain the name of xxborderlinexx...
add me to your friends list and don't forget!
thank you and have a great day...

...p.s. sorry about the x's...
 
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whew   
12:37am 11/04/2003
 
mood: awake
music: bright eyes...contrast and compare
today work was fun...
great stuff...
yesterday great fun with brit at night...
"her boyfriend left her at the baskin robbins and i had to pick her up..."*laughs*
tomorrow should be cool...
but i gots to go...adios

quizzes and song of the dizzay )
 
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grr   
02:12am 07/04/2003
 
mood: amused
music: afi**the*first*cd
work was pretty awesome today...
except i want to beat these little girls' ass though...
can't stand sluts who this they are like just the coolest and hottest girls in the whole entire world like oh my god...
can't stand some people anymore also...
fucking get on with your life and leave me the hell alone!

afi-open your eyes )
 
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ewwweeee   
01:46pm 06/04/2003
 
mood: stressed
music: TBS***There's No I in Team
first off i would like to say congratulations to diana for making the elite team...
good job baby girl i knew you could do it...
then i would like to add that daylight savings time sucks my asshole...
because it's already 2:00 and i gotta go get ready for work...
poopee...
then i would like to say thank you like always to melissa for being my mom again last nite...
it was definately a second to late to call a thumbs down last nite! love you mafia

**sometimes i can't stand myself**

so this one is for melissa today...
evenescence-bring me to life )
 
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breath in breath out...   
12:58am 04/04/2003
 
mood: artistic
music: see above...
ugh i hate feeling like this...
i need to scream but nothing is coming out...

One Dollar Short-Here I Am )
 
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actually this songs sums up how i feel...   
03:40am 03/04/2003
  cursive-the great decay )  
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ugh...   
01:12am 03/04/2003
 
mood: infuriated
i don't know anymore...
you ever get that feeling...
like you don't know ugh i don't know how to explain it...
i know who my real friends are hopefully...
i don't know the paranoia is kicking in and i hate have anxiety attacks about everything...
i hate it so much like my whole body goes numb and i get all shaky and nervous i hate it...

**people are fucked up**

morrissey-interesting drug )
 
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happy april fool's day!   
12:23am 02/04/2003
 
mood: amused
music: matchbook romance
well today was wonderful...
i went to erika and diana's and we lounged around for a bit...
brit di natalie and i were going to go for ice cream but brit and i made a detour to 7-11...
her hair looks so sweet!
then they went to the concert and mel came over and me her di and nat hug out for a bit...
then shauna came over and watched american idol with us...
it was fun stuff...

i heard about this band from bob...
he designed the cd cover for them...
they are rad!
matchbook romance-save yourself )
 
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the disney channel kicks so much ass...   
01:08am 01/04/2003
 
mood: artistic
music: one dollar short***from the start
Please tell me one of you many cool people who watch disney saw the music thingy for a song on the soundtrack of shia's new movie...
the one where all the kids in the movie rap...it's total greatness!
I kinda really want to see that movie "holes" with shia lebeouf in it...
beans is so cute i wanna kidnap him and take him home...he kind of looks like and alien...
a.j. trauth a.k.a. twitty is really hot so is shia in a weird way!...although i hate ren *yuck*
*laughs* i just got done watching the brand new episode of even stevens the surfing one...it was so rad! dude they played the baywatch song!
the lizzie mcquire movie comes out soon....ooooo yay!
i really love boy meets world...
gosh disney has the best line up of shows!!!
alright enough ranting about disney

does anyone remember the Butthole Surfers...hehe

well nothing has been going on to much on this side of the screen...
i've just been kinda blah lately...
you ever feel like that...
i feel like such a friggen fat heffer it's really disgusting...
i am also going to the AFI concert on the 13th with my brother awww it's going to be great...
my brother enjoys going to concerts with me...not really though his friends couldn't go cuz of their parents:)
i went to the mall today with diana...
we saw "tim deshort" *laughs*...
we also to get to go back in the hallways...
woo-hoo we are special...
yesterday i hung out with annie...
it was cool...
but nothing else has been up...
just kinda blah like i said...
and i made a whole list of cd's i want and i am pissed cuz i got no money to buy them...
now i have to figure out which ones i want the most...
i found my easter dress it's cute!
but i'm out...
peace!

i haven't done this in a while i think i will start....good lyrics
something vague-bright eyes )
 
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bored once again...   
02:10am 27/03/2003
 
mood: sick
music: boo
blah )
 
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YAY...i can't wait for the movie!   
03:51am 26/03/2003
  HASH(0x839a52c)
You are Lizzie McGuire! So what if you're a major
klutz? You're pretty, have to hippest clothes,
you're a genuinly kind person, and you have 2
great friends. REPRESENT!


What Lizzie McGuire Character Are You ?
brought to you by Quizilla
 
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definately bored and not tired tonite...:(   
03:14am 26/03/2003
 
mood: awake
music: the D4--Heartbreaker....yeah di my new band!
survey )
 
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sooo bored   
02:18am 26/03/2003
 
mood: bored
music: afi***bleed black
boredom... )
 
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happy birthday to you happy birthday to you...   
02:52pm 25/03/2003
  HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBBY!!! woo-hoo the big two one!!!!  
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fa la la la la la la la la!   
12:52pm 22/03/2003
 
mood: awake
music: Something Corporate***Babies of the 80's
alright so what's up...
erika, diana, natalie, and I went to the Pistons game...
it was such a blast!!
Erika and I are going again on Wednesday and we are going to get Zelly's autograph and probably meet him too...
it'll be sweet...
yesterday i diana and I went to detroit...
To see some bloody english folk...
it was funny...
good foocking times!
then I drove around with my darling melissa...
we got our ass kicked my jimmy's neice and nephew...
but alright i'm out...
check out the last part!
babies of the 80's )
 
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I guess I'd rather kill myself than meet Rex Manning...   
10:46pm 18/03/2003
 




Which Empire Records character would YOU be? Hmmm?

This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off.


So your life is a little screwed. You have no clue where your parents are, you're hacking your wrists with a lady Bic, complete with daisies and a pink moisturizing strip. You often feel really invisible and consider drastic life changes to make things right. You've got issues for sure. But don't we all? Deep down, you are a good loving person who just wants to be loved and succeed. You and Lucas could probably make a cool couple if you weren't already banging Berko. *L*
 
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11:17pm 11/03/2003
  WHO'S GOING TO A PISTONS GAME!?!!?!

ME AND ERIKA!!!!

FINALLY!!!
 
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fucking loser ass survey   
11:20pm 10/03/2003
  ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? is angry the same as pissed off...oh well it's none of your business I told the people i wanted to!
2. What is your weapon of choice? either a razorblade or my hands...
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? if he hit me first...
4. How about of the same sex? Uh yeah if it's worth it
5. What is your pet peeve? spit makes me gag so bad, and people's eating habits i get really nervous/uncomfortable when i watch people eat
6. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i usually let them go...what's the use of having the stress...
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? exercise...
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? like 5pm
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: no one really...probably my grandma...that's kinda bad...the fucker can call me though right
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I don't really make excuses
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? holy shit yes...the knife one I think everyone watches that one!
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? wow...i feel like a chunker trying to think of that one...
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? alarm clock?!?!
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? uhhhh
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? meat the sound of it right now makes me want to throw up but defiantely white...gross dark...ewww
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? lol like 8 shots of vodka wow
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? nada
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? yeah...
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty and spicy mmmmm
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH?" haha what the fuck...yes
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? too many to count man...*laughs*
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? see above*laughs*
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? yes definately lol
4. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? eyes and mouth...those aren't body parts are they???
5. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? yes...have i taken it...yes HOOKER HUNTING!!!! mel!! do i prostitue should be the next question and the answer would be...yes!
6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no
1. How many credit cards do you own? none damn it!
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? naughty time novelty haahh just kidding
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a nice car...not and expensive one...just like a nice one...maybe go to europe or a sunny place for a couple months take my friends...and buy a house...
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? if you are famous would you be rich??? probably famous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? sure why not you can always quit if it gets too boring
6. Have you ever stolen anything? yes...hehe nothing of great importance though
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? a lot
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? ummm who knows...
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? who knows...dammit i suck
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? to be happy and loved
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? heck yea
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? umm i dont think so
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? nope
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? spent time with my friends...i do that all the time...hahahahaha
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? i want to be all of my friends they are wonderful people...
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? it wouldn't matter...we all are moving in together sooo umm yeah lol
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? someone mysterious...i don't know maybe like a witch or a psychic not like miss cleo or whatever but a cool ass one...or maybe like a famous poet...that would be sweet or what about a princess oh yea!!! or dracula hehe i want to be a lot of people like maybe angelina or christina ricci!
4.Have you ever been cheated on? who knows...
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? obviously
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? happiness and trust
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? hell no
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Gluttony and anger muahahahahaha!!!

Seven Heavenly Virtues
FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? none
2. What religion were you raised as? protestant...or something maybe greek orthodox but that was only with my grandma
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? human
4. Do you believe in magic? yes
5. What was the last promise you broke? i try to avoid that
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? no
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? no

1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? ??
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? happiness, trust, and love...
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? maybe...yes...no...i don't know
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? naw...
6. Do you gamble? no
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? no
CHARITY
1. What causes do you support? some children abuse ones...and save the animals...
2. What causes have you given money or time to? some child abuse ones...eating disorder ones...and animal ones...i used to give money to them a lot...damn...
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? yeah
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? who knows what can happen some psychic told my mom i would join the peace corps...that may be a cool thing
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? sometimes
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? no, but i would
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? i'm always there for people when they need me
FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? lonliness, swimming underwater and having something trap me under there and i drown ewww bad dreams about that one...and the most BIRDS!!! ahhhh
2. What did you do today that was really brave? nothing
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? batman...of course...
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? yes
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? courage
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? no
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? both
JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? no
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? depends...i don't think we are fighting for anything good...what's the use of war...so i would probably find a way outta it...
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? depends...if you have full proof that the person is guilty...and i think it is gay that people can appeal death penalty...but yes i do think many people that are on death row deserve it...
4. Which should be guaranteed legal: ehhh what??
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? who?
6. What was your favorite media circus trial? definately OJ hell yeah...
7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? no but my grandma wrote a letter from her cats to bill clinton's cat hahahaha she's a great lady....
TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? food...haha diana!
2. Do you collect anything? fairies and disney stuff...
3. Are you addicted to anything? music...many of things
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? yeah
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? Cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: leave my friends for 2 years...that sucked it'll never happen again that's for damn sure
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? yes...majorly sometimes
PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? ??? probably my mum she's been through alotta shit...
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? yeah for the 9/11 thing
3. Do you take advice when it's given? sometimes
4. What area are you wisest in? probably psychology and art definately those two...
5. Do you drive defensively? yes...
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? nope
Would you ever? nope
7. What did you learn today? that i must be a loser to fill this whole thing out...
8. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? fortitude
 
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afdaf   
09:19pm 07/03/2003
 
mood: depressed
"I know I shouldn't be acting this way, But I can't stop."-Prozac Nation
 
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I'm so hungry I ate the girl next to me...   
10:37pm 06/03/2003
 
mood: amused
music: Simple Plan CD
well yesterday erika came and picked me up...
and we sat around like bums for a little while...
then we drove around and were bums for a little more of a while...
i don't even know if that last line made sense...
then we went and visited melissa at work...
hehe we are coniving bitches I LOVE IT!!!
so wicked...
then we drove around for a while...
we picked up diana and then drove me home...

today nick picked me up and i went around with him for a while and then we went to jimmy's...
then i watched the boys practice for a bit...
and diana came and picked me up...
we ate dinner and picked up erika and then went to lifetime for diana...
erika climbed the rock wall...
lol...
then we went to che cosa...
it was fun...
then they drove me home...
and told funny poop stories...
oh yeah and diana had nasty loogies all day...
she was spitting like a champ...

talk to ya'll later...
 
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